Poem: Irony

I want to see you
I don't want to see you
I dunno what to say
I dunno how to say hi again
I dunno how to be myself with you
Like I was then.
Things change don't they?
You make me tremble
I never trembled when I was with you.
But now, you make me tremble.
I can't take another one from you
Might as well not say hi at all
That way I'd never be looking back
Much like how you are
We are very alike, you and I
Spontaneous.
I think I grew faster though
grew more rigid
grew more black and white.
I remember our colors you and I
I remember how you were my heroine
and I was your angel
or so you said.
(Laughing)
I can't even think about these
without thinking cheese!
But it was cool then.
I think.
At least I hope so.
I remember how silly I was
I remember how silly you were too
It's fun being silly with you.
'coz you were sillier,
Then silliness grew too.
Just like I did
it grew rigid and died.
CPR please.
In time
time will tell
what comes next after the hi
and the silence
and the how are yous.
If it's even gonna happen at all.
I hope it does though,
I hope it doesn't too.
I crack myself up!